Saturday, August 25, 2012

Eid Mubarak with Bunch of Love



Now is almost a week after Lebaran, and eventhough it’s already late, I’d like to say minal aidin walfaizin, and I’m truly sorry for all mistakes I’ve done. Despite we had to say see you soon to the holy month Ramadhan, hope Allah will always give His Blessings to us on the following months :) aamiin.

So where did you celebrate Idul Fitri? Were you back to hometown? Maybe some of you celebrated alone without family, or maybe you don’t have any hometown, the point is we celebrated Lebaran full of joy and happiness :D And for me, I celebrated my first day of Ied at my grandpa’s house in Bandung, although actually he comes from Medan.

I’m always excited every Lebaran’s coming.  It such a holy day for me since every people is apologizing and forgiving each other. And special on that day, people are warmly smiling everywhere even if we aren’t familiar with them, they’re using white clothes or a well-mannered clothes, such a peaceful outlook!

Image source: http://www.bazuki.com/tsunami/index.html

On Lebaran people who are not used to cook, they do it. As my mom did :p My mom isn’t a good cooker, my dad is even better. But twice a year every Lebaran, she always cooks, and it’s absolutely delicious :D she always sees the opor recipe, but for dendeng, she is expert at it! Leckerr!! If you try it, maybe it will be not as delicious as I say, but because I’m her daughter I can taste the love include on the food :p

After eating, we went to my Grandpa’s house and the Nasution families did a same ritual as every year. We did sungkeman with a lot of tears, especially my grandpa. You know what does he always say while he’s crying since the last 6 years? He says he miss my grandma! Oh my God, it’s too sweet :’) he is a Batak with all the tough things on him, but he cries whenever we talk about my grandma. He loves her soo much :’) this is what I called everlasting love! He even directly refused when we asked him to marry another girl for caring him :) Dear my future husband, please keep also this kinda feeling for me :p


he told me he has been smoking for 67 years (since 10 years old) and he is still ok till now, hmm +.+


My grandma passed away almost 6 years ago while she was sleeping. There’s no any last word. She once woke up at Subuh, about 4.30 AM while my Grandpa was already in Masjid, and she made a glass of coffee for him. When my grandpa came back home, she already got back sleep, and never wake up again. Can you imagine how’d it feel if you were my grandpa? He is a type of a full-serviced husband. My grandma used to make him food at the exact time everyday. He wants everything on schedule, even for small meals and coffee. And my grandma, she was a really perfect wife for him :) she was never tired (or maybe yes she was, who knows) to ‘serve’ him. Even for her very last time, she showed that she is worthy to be missed all the time by her big family :)

After a heartwarming sungkeman, that was the time for THR! Hihiw it’s money which is given only on Lebaran, and fortunately although I’m already 21, I still got it :p then we had a lot of guests and finally, take a reeessstt :)

Hmm actually nothing is special on this post (yeah also on the other posts). So I think that’s all for this time, honestly after write some paragraphs, I don’t have more idea what to write hmm -_- Sorry I’m a beginner but I’ll learn to be better, keep reading :D


HAPPY EID MUBARAK, and happy holiday, EVERYONE!!

Doğum Günün Kutlu Olsun, Fathia!




Happy birthday for me! Hihi yesterday was Hari Pramuka and also my birthday :p I turned out 21 this year huhu, what an age T.T 21 supposed to be a mature age, isn’t it? But I think I’m the same person and mind as I was in Senior High School.

Alhamdulillah on my birthday there were always my family and friends who greeted me, gave me gifts or even gave me surprises :D Love them a lot, I do believe that friends are more precious as tons of gold, yet I also believe that as we grow old, we go alone. Some of your friends will no longer care about you. Do you agree? That’s my own theory anyway, after facing life 21 years *lebay. For me there’re only my true friends that still care and loyally being with me till now :)

This year I have special thanks for my family, Udit, Aga, and Mas Andri. On the day, I actually felt sad because one and other things, and because someone disappointed me *ups. But thanks God my family asked me out on the night and we had a great supper :p On the next day (today), Mr. Postman surprised me by coming in front of my house. There’s a package for me! Hihi I wonder who the sender is, aanndd.. eng-ing-eng that was from my work partner Mas Andri. Thankyou mas such a kind of you :) and on the evening, I also got surprised by the coming of my besties Udit and Aga :D

Talking about birthday, I remember almost every special things on my birthday every year, since my 10th birthday! :p And the most wonderful birthday I’ve ever had is my 17th and 20th birthday :D Yeah, I think for you also the 17th birthday is the most beautiful (maybe), I got such a surprise etc in my school. It might be same for you too ;)

But, 20 for me is also something. I celebrated my 20th when I was in Turkey. Gosh I never imagine I had such a surprising surprise :D I’ve just known my friends there for about a month, most of them are Russian. On my birthday they surprised me with a “happy birthday” on the middle of the night, plus a handmade-chocolate-cake with 20 candles, surprise with 20 balloons, a tumbler with our photos outside, and a video! On the video, all of my friends in my TÖMER class, and even the head of TÖMER, said happy birthday in their native language!! How sweet :”)) hihi unite in diversity isn't a hard thing if we acknowledge well that we are not all the same and own perspectives that differences are our tools to keep the unity.


I’ll upload the video when I get better connection :p big thanks for them, and also for my chum, partner in crime, clever yet stupid soulmate who always be with me for the past 3 years Mira Namira, love! :*







(by the way, this post should be posted on 15th of August -.-)



Friday, August 3, 2012

kleiner Brief für dich :')


Lieber Herr Y,

Entschuldigung Schatz, ich meine nicht selbstsüchtig zu werden. Ich kann nicht diesen Schmerz ertragen. Vielleicht denkst du, dass ich an deinem Gefühl nicht dachte, aber es ist ja hart auch für mich :‘( 

Vielleicht ist diese Beziehung nicht für uns, Liebling. Wir sollen unser Leben von unserselbst führen. :')

Wenn wir nicht füreinander gemeint sind, egal wie viel wir es versuchen, werden wir es nicht schaffen.
Sonst, wenn wir gemeint sind, zusammen zu sein, egal wie hart der Weg ist, wir werden immer zusammen zu sein, dusha :)

Die Zeit will uns zeigen.

p.s. Entschuldigung Schatzi, machte ich eine egoistische Entscheidung :'(
 
Liebe Grüße,
Ich, die dich immer liebe